Time really flies.. today's sunday. gawddd i want more time i want more time! i wan more slp i wan more slp! (i'm gonna be fatter LOL!)

Ahhh sabby wabby's thinking of gg indochine for her b'day. Mmm.. i shldn't wear flats sia, i'm short enough yet it'll be straining on my feet if i do wear heels. Ok so its not in a hotel so its not so grand... But.. mmm.. ok larh set, i'm wearing the slippers Lol don't worry not the crocs one HAHA!

Today i went back to choir for a lil while and met my old choirmates LOL they seem pretty fine. WAHHAHA! gerald, jerome and ashton in tenor! seriously larh can't imagine them singing in a high pitch voice (eg. hallelujah chorus LOL!!)

Lucky john's stil in bass >< he's a real bass ya see.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTELLY WELLY!!! *hugs!!!
Hope you like your gift XD
Ehhh pls don't be too violent wif it. Mmm sry i cldn't eat wif u guys.
miss ya guys alot sia... ahhh

OH YARH! shar and estelly is in.. ALTO!?!?!?! *stunned. but gd larh.. can pratice diff part, so next time you can sing melody and other parts as well.

I SAW THE LEGENDARY EMMANUEL!! FINALLY! HA! lolx... ok larh not so bad, i have to agree that.. ahem.. he's as described. haha! But a well mannered and he does have gd attitude. i believe the choir wldn't do very badly under his support.

CANTATE SURVIVES! =DDD
and still i have to say, i still hate tt despo guy in e choir. *hair stands* egoistic. Today i shld be skipping my dance class or shld i say gathering. i'm exhausted, man i am.

stupid joel wong, never see him for so long still bully me. LOL sry wrong word. its caveman joel!..

Anyway py n sabby jus left my hse not long ago.. actually one hr plus or sth lke tt i think. tml's esty's b'day, wondering how to celeb, smart john seow i bet he'll be gg to his stupid band thingy again.. or issit.. nvm i don't noe how to spell that thing. Ger i dunno if he can, shar definitely caa... OH YEAH AH! THEY ALL GG CAT CLASS. *sianzZzz. tt's depressing.

Mmm.. i think i'll think of sth, shit larh.. i didn't practice much for the piano Diaooo.. how to?! NO TIME AHHH! actually its not no time it is.. no proper.. time.. MANAGEMENT THIS WEEK! .... i was so exhausted becos this week i didn't slp properly and all so for class today (the english thingy by susan king) i cldn't figure out wad she's talking but i noe her mouth is moving so i jus stare at it.. and its lke hypnotising me lke tt sia.. i was getting tired.

I wonder how choir is. A new mth is coming up, i wonder if the MYSTERY person wld quit but i heard he is pretty harsh.. he spoke to direct. After all its a church choir. The direction is really wrong, the goals of the choir has CHANGED definitely CHANGED.

one of the congregation also thought that the choir changed becos it sounded so badly now. well alot has left. Such pity, the choir had alot of potential. seriously... i lke that choir alot. ah well... can always wait till e nxt opportunity comes ard e bend.

GREAT! Today lesson was fun wif Miss Susan King. i learnt quite alot, but i gotta prepare a little debate thingy for and against cloning LOL X_X die liao.

My dad jus bought me a tv cum computer monitor and a home theatre. ^^v yay! my room is a full function room (except its lack of food LOL). WAHHAHA! It's arriving on tuesday! wahhh i'm gonna watch my new tv! haha!

Ehx den... wad else oh yeah my frens came over to my hse in e evening. I made dinner for them (of cos under my maid's guidance -> becos everytime i finish i'll ask her to take a look to see if its gd. LOL after its done she tried it and said gd den i dare to serve LOL! first time cooking food for friends EXCLUDING the maggie mee LOL)

I don't have time to prepare alot of dishes T_T *cries... I had to rush decorating e food and all. i also cldn't find a candle, wanted to make a candle dinner. everything is in place, the drink also ok larh quite presentable. The next time i'll make milk shakes.. or sth.. wif fudge.. aiyoh nxt time when i do that time den i'll say LOL haha

Anyway YAY! success!!!!!! the food is gd!

They say wah liao the feeling is very wrong u noe!!!.. still romantic classical music and the drink and food is decorated and the table is round wid pink table cloth and aromatherapy. shiok hor? LOL!! i need to try cooking italian food next time.!!! ^^v

i played a lil on e piano but sab played more LOL so gd she got a authentic piano at home mine's jus a ..digi piano but gd larh no one can hear me practising LOL! HAHAHA! (i'll tone it down when practising LOL) but sabby still can rmb her stuff! GD GD!!! next time you ban (got companion).

Anyway sry guys, i didn't cook korean stuff because.... i didn't go to the supermarket to get those ingredients esp the most impt ingredient... YELLOW RADISH! haha! and i need to recall how to make the kimbap. Mmmm... next sat it's sab's b'day. can hardly wait!!!!!! *excited..

Ehx, ok ... busy now. continue later LOL..

HEYY!! Today was quite fulfilling, i went to relief my stress then met up wif handy. wahh so long nv see him le. thankfully his sch's super near mine. so i noe how to go home. HAHA.. so embarrassing larh... i forgot how to go to kim keat ave so i smsed py, joel and jerome. Then i called py, cos i think she'll not be gg out since its raining instead she was slping. i called joel first bcos he hv nthing to do at home one (looks at him) but discovered he haven't read his msg LOL!! haha den shortly jer jer smsed me. LOL i was deperate sia.. i was already at the bus stop rushing for time (reason... i need e toilet, nxt reason, i was GOING to be late.. again..= in e end i'm not late ok!)

GEE!! thankfully joel didn't take long to answer his phone! because the bus came le!! phew.. i never knew i cld take bus 8 lolx.. it goes one big round though Zzz.

Had dinner (and realised that my meal for lunch is pathetic) at some taiwan food store. the next time i go there i wanna try roti prata! wahhh that handy! i believed that the chi-na looking house was the prata shop! (how'd i noe man... i was kinda tired den u see larh i trust my fren too much *ck).. so anyway caught up alot tonight. =DD

HEh HEH shar's so blur.haha! shar you noe why hor haha!

oh everyone!!! listen to the topsy turvey signals.

In Gerechtigkeitsbrunnen,
There stood a great sculpture,
Lustitia...where art thou.
Thy sword has been broken,
Thousands of snakes are freed,
book has been torn,
blindfold hung loosely,
Themis's image of democracy has been detracted.

Blasphemy! Lustitia was destitute of justice.

The human kind gave Dike a wide berth.
Even with explanation, no benefits of doubts was given.
We shall give that "innocent" one a go-by.

After all, i've given the devil his due the day the white flags were raised.

哑巴吃黄连..

so busy busy busy! so many things i wanna do! ...okkkk now to prepare an event coming up. shit, if only i had started piano lessons from mr tony earlier i'd be able to compose a song for the event. darn. i still have to wait for dunno how long till i can do tt but tony always make it sounds lke i'll be able to do it soon. always so many work to do LOL. why am i sidetrack-ing? okay ... so i have to plan other stuff. mm.. nvm can't write it here. HEH


己所不欲，勿施于人

mmmmmmmmmmmmm......! sucks larh. why everytime so busy one, i need to squeeze out some time to prac man. ><"

geee, i need to have 48hrs man! 48 hrs in a day!!! i'm so darn bloody short of slp, i lke have panda eyes now haha!! kao, backaching like siao too, hey oli!!! THANKS ALOT FOR THE SONGS!!! thanks thanks

yeah i think u're really patient, whoever who has you as their gf is really gd sia, some ppl don't appreciate it. sometimes i really wonder i think u're the only one who's not one bit selfish towards fren. thanks. its comforting to noe.

this suddenly reminds me... why is some guys so egoistic ah? wahhh liao.. agrh. *hair stands. Some ppl can say i'm your friend but action speaks louder den words. What kinda fren are they? their action shows. some ppl live to spike you.

AH! YEA! the ppl in my class nxt sem. wahh ><" dunnno whether to say lucky or unlucky

Hmmx... ehx! i forgot to mention that the last time when i went to japan i went to pick the thingy at the temple whatever it is called.

Then i got a good lot!
the description is
things will come my way wif the help by unexpected person. Believe in God. (general)

In case you're ill. you're recover completely.

In a legal case. if your claim is liegitimate, you will certainly win.

in trading. now is a right time to take action for profit making. you may stop n think at the half way of the transaction.

Travelling. something good may happen if you go out.

A person whom you wait for. the person will come soon.

a thing you have lost. it will be found at somewhere high.

competition. i will win.

this is the lot i drew from todaiji temple. No.33. It's a good luck lot. =DDD

whee! hahah! so i gotta do more travelling. this yr's destination is to NZ. my dad's bugging me endlessly to go lolx! gotta check it out to see if it's the kinda life i like.

i was thinking of taking up medicine after my course but.. its another 7yrs gone T_T.. seven yrs. omgg.. SEVEN!! haha.. i realised that nurses has to learn to be more independent den docs. (comparing the student nurse and medical student). But houseman really lke shagged sia. On call 24hrs. no joke man. ><"

GEE! is tt a way to? oh my gosh i'm so cheesed!

HEY LOOK HERE MAN! i'm super tired. I got lke loads of things to do now, and u're hving a freaking long holiday n may feel abit bored or wadever. Ytd i stayed behind in hospital for an additional abt 2hrs, then i came back home very tired that i slept in the train Again. When i reach home i watch some tv cos i had morning shift so i wanted to relax a lil and den aft tt i went to slp den i woke up (forced myself to, its super tough cos i'm really tired) then i did my work and all till later part of the night, today i woke up at 6am to dress up and left hse at 7am to meet my fren to do the case study. i am working aftnn shift today. Then after i stayed back for another 5mins. Then aft tt i was on my way home after a tough day and here i got some ppl being really insensitive.

talking to khartini reminds me alot of things. OMG!!! i saw him again today. i tot he'll be gone forever leh. i was lke aey! den i stand dere but quickly walked away larh obviously. mm... ok nvm. i won't explain further. then i was telling tini sth, then we both laugh den patrick ask, wad? li again ah? i'm lke. patrick! not everything is abt that PERSON OK! den he say if not why smile n laugh so much? den i'm lke omggg. i wanna kill him haha. but he's a nice guy larh so i won't. in fact i prefer him to the rest of the EN, PCA. okay larh becos i feel he's very reliable and approachable and he doesn't reprimand. He teaches but he doesn't acccuse and he say thank you. appreciative in other words lolx haha!

For the rest well not too bad but i feel intimidated wif that gorilla. ><"! haha! *ahem really very. ehh nvm. haha! So the only two ppl i can work well wif is JK and patrick ba. when they are ard i feel safer. but today lke nobody lke tt leh. cannot find patrick cannot find tini. lke practically alone??? haha! so i keep saying.. leona.. help me change diapers! zheetha! change bed wif me! den so aiyoh lolx. feel so bad. i realised that tini's cubicle is veryyy busy sia! hahaha.. nvm larh its ok. helping ard is so fun! i love it =) haha. at least i won't be bored hor? haha. ;)

Everyone kept asking me n tini, how can you guys be so busy? we're so free. but we're thinking how come they're so free? we're so busy!!! we're so busy that... we can't even take a proper break! haha! again during my second break i ran out after buying milo becos i forgot to take spo2, so i rush to take the 1pm one. then i got stuck. patrick ask me to chart down on paper den put into the folder den aft tt i collect urinal, chart the quantity den aft tt i take over for i/o chart den i'm lke ehh?!... i hvn't drank my milo yet ah!!!!!! thank god tini was free den i ran back to drink my milo. so i took a shorter break lor. *sigh. so tiring. lolx haha. i wonder if i'm gaining so loosing weight?.. cos once i come home, its eating n slping. gee..

there's this really annoying person sia. agrh so irritating. i can't believe my affinity wif e person keeps clashing. zomg!!!! god! help me! to work wif tt monster is my greatest fear and nxt sem i gotta see .. ahem.

pri-sec-poly.
how "lucky!"
aigoo.

gee, why's the freaking sun so hot today, i was lke nearly baked man! oOooOOhh gawd! i kept waking up in e middle of the night. if this goes on, i swear i'll never come back to singapore if i move out. so irritating! Singapore is sure one SUNNY ISLAND!..ok so i'm jk abt not coming back. ><" but its really darn humid! gosh you can feel the hot air blowing, its probably even hotter then the sauna (ok i'm exaggerating, so shoot me). haiyaaaa... i'm super grumpy n lazy today. its so hot, i'm so lack of slp, and to finish it off, i'm working morning shift. oh YAY.. yeah wadever.

Lolx, doesn't sound lke me rite? yeah i think i lost my screws. i'm so tired. the first two weeks was perfectly fine, n i'm sure its not becos of him!!.. i'm soo sure of tt. (or maybe not)oh yeah! tini was saying sth abt wad happens if dr li has a gf, i'm lke huh? he already has wad. Then she or leo say nvm its ok.. have gf can break. Then you console him. i'm lke ????? then another say nvm... married can divorce. WAH LIAO! ... ><" hahaha. haha! okay larh thanks to them i felt much better. But the bed *, i really want to... he kept pressing bell den the ppl also noe when to choose time man, all call at e same time.. so we gotta give the most urgent ones rite? he has diapers n he wans urinal.. wait ahhh... other don't even hv diapers you noe... den i explain to him n wad did he say? i'm dying already you all still don't care abt me.

ah pek ah.. i noe you sick larh, i also noe u need help and all and that you're really sad but PLS!... our of TEN call bells, 7 of them are urs! and u still complain we don't care den somemore tell everyone that u're dying tt we don't care for you and that we don't feed you ohhh!!!! we force u to eat but u kept refusing. i don't wanna force it into ur mouth n be sued man. come on man pal.

honestly.. i don't mind helping him, i don't mind if he keeps pressing and i have to keep attending to him but... accusing is nt a gd thing, i hate accusations alot. esp those which are untrue.

... i jus which they would get better. i wish that doing all these things will make them feel better. will they?.. y can't they jus. ... listen.. we're nt evil n we're nt trying to kill them. why?...

ah haha. oh yeah i watched the korean drama again. wahhh super nice! the guy is like really sweet, although he didn't lke the girl but he did alot of nice things (those ways of a true gentleman, watch n learn guys lolx jkjk)he is super understanding too. also.. although he doesn't lke his wife, he never betrayed her once. although they're only husband n wife in name, he still noes his limits. he doesn't even falls back for his old flame or a new one. great guy. the girl grew from a very unreasonable girl to a very understanding girl and tends to keep things inside her n wld start crying.

The guy is so sensitive. he actually say sry and he told her tt nxt time everytime they quarreled, he'll buy her a gift. although its not even his fault that the quarrel begin. She's a great girl too (i muz learn from her, those gd one larh tt is LOL)

haha!.. will life ever be a fantasy? will there be a guy like tt? who's so matured and understanding? who noes how to do small lil things to cheer a person they lke up? who'll say sry, who's understanding? who bothers to listen. who doesn't retaliate who can be really thoughtful and he actually ran after e girl although the girl jus scold him in public becos he didn't wan anything to happen to her and said sry that he didn't mean it. of cos he has his flaws heh heh i shan't say it.

the girl.. will there ever be a girl whose dreams is only to marry a guy? a girl who fully trust her husband and even though she noes that the other girl is his old flame, she never brought it up, she did look e other girl up but she told her that she'll never let the guy noe tt she noes, becos its his past. A really understanding girl in e end. She make peace btwn ppl alot. but she suffered boy she suffered. will there be a girl lke tt? will i ever be able to tt? mmm now i say can larh. but easier said den done. lets see when e time comes, if it comes that is lolx.

is tat true love? mmmmmmmmm.. LOL ok time to slp! nite!

o yeah! char n i went over to the korean lady's hse, her name is ester. She taught us how to make a kimbab. OMG! korean house food tastes so GOOD!!!!! omgggg.. then she made noodles too! oohhh i love the topokey! ahh! =DD can't wait to do it myself! heeheex.

her husband made me a book to learn korean language, he teaches gd man. So clear. wahh! korean stuff. *dreams. but still got a long way to go. its hard rmbing the vowels and consonants and!!!! i also gotta practice n memorize my piano stuff. damn. ..

*sees the freedom flying away.

hellooo! today's april's fool! sry for being a little playful! =X i cldn't resist not doing any pranks sia! ... ahem after all i'm only 17, i gotta make full use of this day to fool ppl haha! =X mm.. i'm thinking of another type of prank.

oops. nah larh i think i'll stop it and go and do sth more conventional heh.

=X

Mmm..goal for today: to do wad i set out to do ytd.

you're e best!...
i think u'll be my idol.
All i want is to be like you. so strong.
Mentally..

i'll rmb every word you say.
i'll do well.
i'll prove it to you!

give me... 5yrs. and u'll see a totally different me. i'll be much stronger den wad i am now.