一直停留在不愉快的回憶裡是沒有用的，所以現在就覺悟吧，因為只有你自己可選擇你要有一個傷心，還是開心的人生。我要你快樂，我也相信你可以做到的!

分享Michael Jordan說過的話:
成功不是你所能強求的。它是一種常常向前努力的態度。然後在你不是那麼強求的時候，它可能就會在你手中。

xie le.... wu zun.

divorce den divorce. i DUN CARE!... AGRH...!!!!!!!
I HATE YOU!...

girl dun be upset, that sickening jerk does not deserve you at all anyway. He can jus wither and die alone. You jus hvn't found your mr right yet. Don't worry too much yeah kid? Maybe it's a blessing in disguise, now we'll all be more careful. =D yeah?

how come hana kimi don't hv episode 14 ><" agrh. .....someone, anyone, faster upload it. i can swear i'll buy it when e whole set comes out. =< and dere's only 15 episode of hana kimi. SO PATHETIC!.. its such a nice show.

AHH! muz watch hysnsn! ahh! Quan n Xy is whoa! ... =D whoosh e best larh! of cos i still like dbsk. Quan still nt as handsome as yunho =P -> to shuping. When i first watched, i preferred Xy (cuter larh. ) but den.. after tt i found dat quan more cool more.. .. ... cool. But after a while. .... i think i still xiu yi. haha! xiu yi's smile and quan's character.. i think it'll be quite cool. although i think SOME other ppl wld prefer a PURE quan *hints. haha! wahhhh she's so lucky ah!! but also gd larh. she has a really huge and kind heart. deserves her gd fortune. =DD looks lke the new year's gg gd for me! *whee! hahaha oh yeah! i went to step cousin's hse. GOSH! it's so big! haha! the food was awesome and we had some girl talk. It was really gd.. i really enjoyed myself. ooh unfortunately.. my niece n nephew had to quarrel again. *hai.

mmm.. loraine loraine. *hugs love ya loads! .... dun worry too much yea?
AH! i can't wait for the whole series to come out! i wanna get it. ahh! one more mth to go! why lke tt!! T_T . faster faster. my collegue n i can't wait man. its crazy

zomg. crazy. ooh well =D anyway today was a great day! except i was suppose to go some aunty hse (e one i didn't go for.. say 3 yrs? ) ard dere. But a sudden change in plan. ah well. its worth it hEH HEH! =D

oh yeah e funniest thing tt happen today, MY BRO FORGOT TO GET HIS ANG PAO FOR AUNT!
=S HAHA =X i was lke kor go back larh. nvm larh he still can go to his gf's hse n fren's hse to compensate.

the new year celebration
first we went reunion dinner over at. ermx i forgot where but.. e setting is lke... those chinese wedding. Anyway its a 10 course dinner. i don't noe wad the heck i ate. there were like hair like substances on e mushrooms and.. some funny tasting chicken and abalone or sth lke tt.
When the food came i'm lke wads tt?! .. looks... suspiciously... bad. Then my mum exclaimed OH! MY FAVOURITE! den all of us jus stare at her. ZOMG. WAD THE HECK WAS THAT! it tasted like.. some uncooked funny looking thing dat doesn't taste lke chicken. maybe rubber lion meat or sth. how could anyone swallow dat! Anyway den .. ok i seriously dunno wad i was eating tt day i can only rmb vividly drinking e sharksfin soup but e rest was.. WAD IS THAT! BTW! i had stomach aches aft tt. *tsk. nvm it is settled, e nxt cny we're gonna plan for our dinner gdness me... those funny things dat is being ordered. Bro was saying i'll eat cup noodles ltr. i'm lke. zzz. nvm muz try n swallow n look happy abt it. GOSH U dunno how TERRIBLE it can be!

Anyway ahh! i went to church . wahh i really didn't feel lke gg but unfortunately i didn't go e night b4 so. zzz i muz go. i was so tired.. when i walk to church i was practically dragging my feet. zzz i was so lazy to wear a nice pair of shoes, i jus grabbed my mum's. And i had to wear properly n make up all cos aft church i'm gg to hv lunch den head off for ji gou's house (sec aunt). Dua gou is not in town (surprised). and to think tis is e only two hses i go every yr. now she's nt in town and... i only visit one. T_T e feeling is pathetic. anyway i met suzhen n soonpoh dere. Tgt wif their mum. ahhh i was so tired at first i jus sat on e chair n didn't feel lke moving until my siblings came over wif two DECKS OF CARDS!
i ran after it. lolx hhaah cos i requested de ma. last yr cny i nearly died but was rescued by my cards.
ehhx i think cny more fun to gamble leh (not for adults cos their cash is already flowing out) only for kids who're rich frm ang baos lolx hahah

mum.. i think i lke someone.
who
********
EEE! why u lke him?
???? huh??
wad do u see in him?
erm ... ******..
o dun tell anyone u lke him! act lke u dunno him ah!
????? eh?
don't talk to him
WA?
i dun lke him
but he doesn't talk to u.
yarh tt's why i dun lke him
but if he talks to u den wad're u gg to talk abt?
dunno. i jus dun lke
???

another one

i was jus playing a prank on my new choirmate at tt time n ahem says this
joyce! u cannot lke him ah!
huh?
wad do u lke abt him?
huh? i got say i lke him meh?
no i'm jus telling u not to like him
but.. i didn't even see his face. he was bending down. i can only see his fringe cos i'm right on top n he was lke being blocked or sth
oh.

wad the heck LOL so funny one. zzzz

shuping. shar. ok. i don't want to lke him le T_T hahaha. ahhh!!!!! *cramps head. i also wanna give up

*stun* speechless. wad the heck. ><" shar.. hopeless le larh. time to give up. me too. *shake hands. same boat.

ANYWAY! its cny so i shall not make it sound so down anymore. HAPPY CNY PPL! love ya guys loads! oooh yeah. Ytd reunion dinner causes me to have a tummy upset. Zzzz CNY doesn't feel CNY-ish. LOL! hahhaa.. it feels more lke a normal church day. *grumps. we don't get to spend times wif churchy mates.

OH YEAH i bought two new sets of dresses. Another was boughth during my attachment last yr. GOSH! i love it! ahhh! =D one is haulter neck and its bareback too, the other is jus those spagetti type. i matched it wif a blue coat (so to speak). LOL! anywayyyy i'm so happy! tis yr's clothing was e best i found so far. LOL although i'll prefer skirts and shirts or blouses rather den dress. Zzzz. Anyway see ya guys! sayonara!

hey hey!! =D omg... pharmacology exam on v day. So memorable LOL! . anyway after my exam i went to meet py at tpc mrt station. Met the rest over at city hall = sabrina, carolyn and py's other two polymates =DD OH! i heard them mention that they've seen olivia! gosh! its been a long time since i've last seen her. ok back to the subject. It was an all girls' outing. i was so tired.. gosh i cld've slp walk ard man. haii.

I'm so tired i'm nt in e mood to write sia. T_T *goes back to slp. cyaaaa.....*dozes off.

ZOMG! ... agrhh! tis is crazy. the insomia's driving me nuts. me the girl who slps all e day long.. actually gets deprieved of slp. i hvn't slept sincen ytd and today i was jumping ard. i am tired yet not tired. tt kinda feeling sucks! AGRHHHH! pls.. someone jus shoot me. hahaha at least i'll be able to REST .. haha! agrhhh X_X i can feel my dark eyebags appearing

ahh! someone calm me down. i shld've gone to nyp. WHY NP THE EXAM MUZ BE TML!?!?!!?! ahhhh! its such a bad week. i totally hv no time this week. wakes, funeral, quarrels, agrument oh my tian... i wanna dieeee...
AHHHHHHHHHHH!

all these will be over in 3days. after tt someone bury me alive and bomb e sch yay!

whee! today's a great day! happy advance valentine day to all my gd pals and friends out dere! whom i won't be meeting on wednesday! heeheex.

man i'm so happy! but den again .. on e other hand gosh .. the basses ahhh n its not even *ahem ahem ahem their fault! maybe it is a little becos they were really soft... but not their fault totally man. and the altos i'm amazed... only aunty anny was singing. solo performance, no wonder they aren't heard at all (i'm sitting on e second row, she's last.) so i cldn't hear their part but if i'm not wrong they only hv 4 of them or sth lke tt? so kinda screwed. The last time e loudest is constance but now she's left le. Anyway i had to wait for them to finish their meeting, cos joel n jerome won't be eating wif us so have to pass em sth first.. *stares... see joel i told u i shld've given u jus now HAHAHA =X

shar very cute leh, she asked why does jerome look blur? (i was giving them sth) den i say huh? wad blur? he's always blur, he's born wif a blur face hahaha! jk ah jer! =X oh yeah he has a new nike bag!

oh yeah when e alto and basses came down i was looking for john and ger lke siao. den when i finally saw them i shouted john i tot ger wld follow suit but... omg he never! stupid person, wait so long still need to wait lolx! so i shouted GERALD WONG! (b4 tt i was talking to the wong bros so tt's why e wong) anyway john say wong? gerald wong???? i'm lke ehx... wait i was wondering issit gerald tan (i saw januari tan downstairs) or tay (i suddenly tot of john tay cos of john seow) den i'm lke john... wad is gerald's surname again? LOLX! gerald chua! oohhhh GERALD CHUA HURRY UP LARH! lolx..

so blur.

anyway... hope u all lke wad u got! (sry nt everyone has cos.. i really have no time. and to those who has sryyy nt very fantastic. i'll try to bake sth (my oven broke down at the wrong time) wif loads of love in it! haha) =P

and to the darling darling dearie mei who gave me *hugs i love it loads! and its funny without picture inside *sulk nvm.. we'll take loads one day! THANK YOU cookie monster! *sounds weird haha! love ya loads! btw ah nxt time when u guys (est and shar!) are cold jus take my jacket, its ok! really.. i am ok. haiii in fact i was so warm when i moved up, if i am cold i will definitely tell u guys k? Anyway i am superbly happy! *to those who noe why SHHHH lolx.

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO ALL AGAIN! *hugssss..! ah! and congrates john jerome gerald and glen. JOHN! u surprised me! jer! ur add maths rock! gerald chua! u! U! bluff ppl n made me worry! i really tot u hv no place to stay i wanted to call jer ask him if he got enough place to accomodate u. *TSK! (btw tis is abt their o lvl results) glen u tried hard! u are gg to make it far! perserverance!

My new found cousins...
Starting from the oldest.
Paul! a really nice guy... very sweet and thoughtful. staying in uk. came back for the wake.
Cheryl! i jus saw her today, don't know very much but she is really matured and nice.
David! he's matured and always easy going. he can control his emotion well ^^

Cousins my age: 18
Deidre! she's nice and funny when u get to noe her lolx. =D
Jonathan! mmm i jus met him today. a nice friendly guy! but i didn't talk to him alot lo. =) oh and he has a sister called germaine but i don't noe how old she is heh heh.
Jasper! a nice and fillial son who noes his priority and is very responsible (taking care of his bro and sis) oh i forgot to mention, he's really lazy too lolx.

Loraine! a sunshine girl who's always smiling XD u can hear her laughter miles away. (ahem thought to be her bro's wife *ahem*) she's really outgg.
Fabian! *runs away b4 saying anything. dat guy loves to disturb ppl one! lolx haha but a really nice guy. he LOOKS innocent but wahhh he really ah.. scare me man. keep grabbing n poking me. so in e end i sat in front of e bus HAHAHA! =P

overall. things wasn't as bad as i expected. there's a good side to everything dat happen. Maybe.. but i really wonder wad kind of a person is grandma. i always hear tt she's very nice. mmm....

OMG! .... am i that blur?! ahhh! *covers mouth in embarrassment.

OMG! wads wrong wif my bloody computer!
its so slow that even my grandmothe can walk from changi airport to toa payoh and the page is still not loaded. AGRH! so annoying.

gee. i need something to relief myself heh heh heh... so if anyone dare to cross my path WAHHAHAHAHAAHA! DIE!

no larh i'm nice to ppl who're nice. and those ppl who are nasty.... wheee! time to try out some new kungfu moves i saw in the bruce lee movies *ah ya! *jumps and kick den do some of my own personal moves... slap slap!

=S ah yes i'm so pissed wif my oven. it had to break down at this time. Why didn't it break down earlier or after v day. so annoying. After taking a long time from baking... when i decide to hand make stuff guess wad? oven spoils all ur plan. so annoying. darn tt freaking oven. if i had my hands of tt spoilt useless thing. i'd hv kicked it jump on it.. hammer it and throw it into e sewage.

ahh.. anyway i better start hitting my books. (screw those textbook. i feel lke... tearing it and flushing it down e toilet bowl... )

ahhh.. how come so many ppl are leaving this earth. tis is e second wake i've been to this week.

first wake was mrs mag low's husband's
Today's my grandmother
haii jus makes me sit down and think..

life is lke a dream. it's only been a while u've known the person and off they go.. whether its out of the country or out of the world. they jus disappear.

i wish i cld see my grandmother b4 she went. i never got a chance to see her face to face and have laughs. (long story).

ahhh life goes on. The play must go on. the story must be continued. haha! okays. i need to buck up and start studying man. haiyo... been chatting, watching shows and gg out. this is bad!!

hahahaha! wad a glorious morning!!! .. shit. i just remembered sth.

it is mrs mag low's husband's funeral day. it's at 2.30pm. sigh. life is so delicate. Everything is so unpredictable. we muz learn to cherish everyone ard us. live everyday as if its e last.

man! i gotta enjoy life! okay all play n no work.
yay! three cheers for tt.
haii.. i'm so allergic to studies. when i pick up the book, my natural reaction is to.. play computer or msg my frens. sad ah? tt's the allergy reaction.

oh yarh! i saw two bruce lee's movie. cool sia! i love the action. AHHH! i wanna learn wu shu! T_T the guys wld be crying if i really do learn it haha! i'll be nice and not learn it just yet.

gosh i'm dead bored. i don't wanna study! and i have to study. i wanna watch youtube but.. scared i get hooked. lolx zzz. okays after exam its YOUTUBE TIME NO END!....

ooh sryyyy for nt updatingg.. here's e long awaited one! XDDD oh yes and THANK YOU my darling dearest pal! for updating my blog HAHAHHA! i was really surprised! =D its so sweet of u, thanks!

Ah... on friday i tot of resting at home and taking a gd break. BUT HELL NO! haha apparently i didn't read my msg properly.
Sean says to meet tml... which would be friday but... i was hving exam at tt time so i tot his tml was saturday... lolx... hehx (i didn't realised.. i was hving TWO fridays) haha.. anyway.. den he called me at one pm (which was the time the beach party is starting) and asked me JOYCE!!!!! are you ready?! and my reply was... for wad?? lolx he's lke... hello? the beach party? it's one already leh. i'm lke huh? i tot it's on sat? anyway.. to cut things short. i had to run ard my hse getting prepared (cos we're all already late zzz)

We reached dere and whoa! thank gdness his boss hasn't arrived (oh yah i forgot to state that the party was his company's party) anyway i had loads of fun dere. The ppl dere were funny (i found out that sean's collegue's mother is joyce thomas, so i asked him to call me momma) so ... he kept calling me mummy e whole day lolx!

On saturday.. i had played badminton. WHOA! i was soooo tired... when i came home i slept till 7-8pm. But this result in insomia at night till 3-4am, so i dragged mummy to my room to entertain me =X how notti. haha!

Then on sunday, the most embarrassing thing of the day.. I WORE PINK! AHHHH!!! practically everyone was clad in black except for 3 ladies (including me) haiyooo i wanted to stay downstairs. AH! ha. When shar said hey joyce u're suppose to wear black i squealed! Then i was thinking who can i call so the first person i called was estella, but she was already in church. So i was thinking muz call someone who's late half e time *ahem which was AH! JOEL! so i called but he was on his way already then i decided to call someone who's not from choir (cos they can come later) which wld be sean! but he left his hse already T_T... i totally forgot and didn't realised that .. JOHN SEOW WASN'T IN CHURCH! i cld've tried my luck. (i didn't try calling becos he live further away so i expect him to be on his way already)


hahaha oh ya *hugs. shar... dun be embarrassed and don't be sad ok? ->the thing dat happen after choir i'll help you crap up an excuse if he asks why. haha k? *winks.

SAD LARH! project work spoil everything. wahhh not fair nt fair. >< *grumbles haha.

I'm backkkkkkkkkkk:D

So, joyce has gone MIA for about 234987230983270293874 days already. Haha, but i still see her on sundays! Anyways, joyce has been very very stressed. chill girl!:D haha everything will be alright, just do your best! Jia you! Hahahahaha. i KNOW you wont be stressed anymore if......
:D :D :D :D :D :D right? HAHAHA. okay, im being very mean.(:

And btw, IT'S THE 1ST FEBRUARY!:D which means that its the start of a new month.

Well, i think this is enough. And i dont feel like updating my blog so bye!(:

Your nitty-nutty partner in choir:D