are the things we're doing right? am i encouraging the right thing? do i think the right thing?

True love is forever.
If you really love someone b4, then you would understand wad i mean.

Love is boundless, Love is generous.
Love is blind, Love is unselfish.
Love is all about sarcrificing.
Love does not wants or expects anything in return.
Even if you sarcrificed all that you possibly can.
Love isn't jealous, Love does not envy.
Love is not judgemental.
Love isn't just about you.
Love is always about them.
Love is understanding and patient.
Love is forgiving no matter what the person has done.
Love is not vengeful.
Love is about being there for the person you love.

If you don't feel these. Then perhaps this isn't true love.
I understand wad you feel. i understand wad you're gg through, but rmb this.
If you really loved, then you shldn't feel jealous, you shldn't feel vengeful. You'd be able to forgive e person. Probably i never experienced those kind of love in a relationship.

But i have experienced love in friendship. For friendship i could endure everything and anything for 4yrs without judging without talking behind a person.
For friendship, i don't mind waiting for a friend who's... 2hrs late. For friendship i could run all e day long to arrange things for them and got misunderstood.

but even so, i think i'm short of love for friendship le. cos i feel so drained. i think its so drain den now i'm getting more n more bo chap heh. tt's bad.