i wish i never felt the pains you gave me.
i wish i could just let it out. i wish i was more blunt.
i wish i was never friendly. i wish i could disappear.
i wish you could mean what you say.
i wish i never got hurt and that i had a metallic heart.
i wish i knew what true friends meant before meeting you so i could tell if you treated me like one.
i wish i wasn't taken advantage of.
i wish i wasn't so stupid.
i wish my dad wouldn't be so generous.
i wish i was more hard working and don't need to rely on friends because when i needed help you said you were busy.
i wish i was more understood. (i knew i made e promise to come early but i was running a fever and i vomitted e whole night, before i left the house i had to run to toilet to vomit) but when i came. no questions made, no nthing but a black face given. i felt hurt and giddy but i was told off, when i explain you still didn't care much.
i wish i didn't rush to arrange things for my friends.
i wish i didn't give in so much. not so much in fact always except once or twice.
i wish i never ever had any celebration for my birthday
i wish i never hurt another person's feelings and neglected her for you.i'm sry jie.
i wish i was not so blinded.
i wish i would forget that terrible day of my life.
i wish i wld really forget these things

ooh well i'm okays now..^^
i just wish i'll never think about it again X_X