today is my LAST TEST! yay..! sighhh.. ruddee... he's now in ICU in NUH. I hope he'll fully recover. It happened at LSCT block. They were hving NSL prac. AHHH!!!!

when i did e exam paper, i suddenly had a image of him in a pool of blood. His facial bones were fractured. OMGGGG!!!!... ruddee, how am i to do my test? though we're nt in e same class but we had fun together.. play, joke, talk n all. NOW... why is it so sudden???

WHY?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!......AGRH.....he's so youngg n he has to suffer this. ahhhhhhhhh.. whyyy????!!!!!! pls wake up ruddee.. we're all waiting for u. Tinnish (ruddee's gd buddy) seems so shaken up too. u cld hear sniffings n all in e hall, cos their class is nxt to ours. My mind wa kind of unfocused, but later on i had a grip of myself n smiled, telling myself wadever tt happens, wadever worries n troubles, jus hold it dere for an hr.. jus an hr but...the gory pictures didn't wanna get out of my mind.